it was not an attempt to rekindle what has been. but a hopeful try to relive what was. and yet with all knowing and armored heart, i have found myself defenseless, yet again. had i known the backfire will come in this form, i would, might have, tried…. whatever it is i should have. though i know it is somewhat a lie to say i had no inkling… nothing could shield me of the inner havoc coming forth. it was way too absurd to think i will get out of this unscathed. dah nganong mi enter usab. anyhow, i reckon luck is still in my favor, for i can move on…. simply because there is nothing else left to do.